Justin asked for my number..initially i said NO.
But he did pester again to talk to me so when i was about to gg off,
i literally give my phone number.
Initially he's gentleman enuff to give my friends n i a free ride home.
before, i went off the cab. he shake hand with me n said:" nice to meet u".
When i was about to sleep, i texted him. " thanks for your cab ride n drinks treat".
This's how shit happened:
How i kinda regretted knowing him..but he indeed bring us happy moments at 7-eleven at my hse area n jurong point how we shop for his calculator at NTUC. after that, we went to jurong park near SAFRA jurong the n played lag game: ZOMBIE!!! this's the 1st time i tried the game.
he taught me to play n it's the last time we played together.
we watched movies together.. some BIMBO moments i missed those days..it was the past..
i'm scared to start.. i'm more afraid to end this either..
It's not really many times we went out together. But he's did texted me he's likes to hang out w me.
everything jux changed when we didn't really contact much..
Recently, he broke a shocking news on NEW YEAR's DAY to me.
It was indeed a HAPPY NEWS FOR ME. he has a GF.
sigh!!!!!!!!!!!:(:(CRIED THROUGHOUT THIS WHOLE YEAR. PROllY.
i doesn't noe how to really react..usually i dun really chase after a guy for so long..it's been a year.
probably its a brand new year its time to let go of him,..I'm so sorry.. we aren't mean to be for each other..i'm can't forced this to happen.. i'm not god.
I'll tend to keep comparing myself with his gf..prolly i feel worthless w her...i'm different.
Neverthless. i'll wish him all the best if we EVER meet again.
the world's round probably still have chances..Hope jesus wil prayed for us.
